Showing posts with label self portrait. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self portrait. Show all posts

Friday, February 22, 2013

Porn Training Center

Hello,

I must share this wacky dream I had the other night. I dreamt of "Porn Training  Center."
Basically, this place is school on how to perform in porn movies. I don't think I was student but I was given a tour of the facility.

There was a floor just for BDSM, there was an all girls wing, and all sorts of places to practice. The practice area for BDSM floor was like gymnasium. The all girls wing practice area reminded of dance studio/spa

The majority of the faculty and staff were white (of course), but they were very excited at the idea of having a black woman join the school as a student.  The woman on the All Girls area were very happy to see me and wanted to participate in one the classes. They kept urging me to take my top off and join them on Girl on Girl make out practice session. There was also a class on oral sex and fisting going on in the same area.

On the BDSM floor, the tour guide wanted to know if I would be interested in training to be a Dominatrix. Then things get a little fuzzy in the dream.

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Rise and shine, just waking up or just going to sleep....

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Radical Self-Love

Hello Again!
Thanks for sticking with me.

Lately, I've always thought that I had a stone cold heart.
I tried to go it alone; be that loner soul. Above the fray of need.

But, tonight, I realized that I don't have a cold heart.
I am full of love. I wear my heart on the outside.
I am very sensitive. I need to be loved and to give love.

So, I am posting this pic in honor of myself.
I need to love myself more and see me for the wonderfully person I am.


with love,
xoxo

Monday, November 19, 2012

Holiday

Hello.

Today was an easy, breezy day.
I recently did some small shopping.  I needed a new nighty and a nice bed robe....an animal print slippers.

My newest obsession are tobacco free electronic hookahs/cigarettes.
I bought my first one in Japan. I'm trying to develop an oral fixation or something.

I haven't had anymore crazy sex dreams about Benedict Cumberbatch and John C. Reilly (that was weird). I still think there was another person in that dream, but who...I'm not really sure.


I need to do more risque photos...don't I?

XOXO

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Remarkably Unremarkable...

Hello Friends,

How have you been? Has life been treating you kindly? Are you kind to yourself?...
My life has been up and down. I have been up and down (and not in the good way).


For the past few weeks, I've been struggling to be heard.
I've been feeling invisible; invisible and vulnerable.
Making a living as professional Artist is very difficult but the
rewards can be great. Sometimes, I just want to give up.
I do believe I can live this dream. My dream can be my reality.



Monday, July 16, 2012

Hot and Moist

Orchid panties, purple top.
Brown skin....say what??....
It is hot outside.
hot and moist.

What is lady supposed to do?!