Thursday, August 21, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
That Dream..What does it mean???
I driving a scooter/moped and my friend is riding with me.
At first he doesn't really want to hold on to me as we go around this little town.
Somehow, we get lost trying to get to the candy store/home of friend (my riding friend was tasked with watching the store).
As we try to figure out how to get back to the candy store, he feels more comfortable holding onto my waist. Then my riding friend decides to start caressing my waist and hips as we are driving.
We finally make it to the candy store where I was content to just drop him off but he asks me to come inside. I oblige. Once he closes the door, he grabs me, pulls me close and whispers, "I need you"......
At first he doesn't really want to hold on to me as we go around this little town.
Somehow, we get lost trying to get to the candy store/home of friend (my riding friend was tasked with watching the store).
As we try to figure out how to get back to the candy store, he feels more comfortable holding onto my waist. Then my riding friend decides to start caressing my waist and hips as we are driving.
We finally make it to the candy store where I was content to just drop him off but he asks me to come inside. I oblige. Once he closes the door, he grabs me, pulls me close and whispers, "I need you"......
Thursday, August 14, 2008
The Quiet Session...
Have you ever found yourself in a situation that just seems way to unreal?
That happened to me the other night at a small get together.
I thought the guy involved would leave it at feeling on my tits and caressing my back.
No. He wanted more. I gave him more. But only as much as I was willing to give.
It was sweet.
It was nice.
It was kinda awkward, but only because we needed to be quiet.
That was difficult for me.
I am loud when sexually engaged.
I scream.
I moan.
I make all sorts of noises.
I have a dirty mouth.
I beg for more.
What we did was enough to get and keep my hot and bothered all week.
I would relish the chance to be alone with this dude, just so we can let loose.
Will that happen? Who knows.
Then last night (or this morning), for the first time ever, I had sex dream about a friend.
It is rare for me to have sex dreams about people I have regular contact with.
And it was a hot one....it would be amazing if that dream came true.
xoxo
That happened to me the other night at a small get together.
I thought the guy involved would leave it at feeling on my tits and caressing my back.
No. He wanted more. I gave him more. But only as much as I was willing to give.
It was sweet.
It was nice.
It was kinda awkward, but only because we needed to be quiet.
That was difficult for me.
I am loud when sexually engaged.
I scream.
I moan.
I make all sorts of noises.
I have a dirty mouth.
I beg for more.
What we did was enough to get and keep my hot and bothered all week.
I would relish the chance to be alone with this dude, just so we can let loose.
Will that happen? Who knows.
Then last night (or this morning), for the first time ever, I had sex dream about a friend.
It is rare for me to have sex dreams about people I have regular contact with.
And it was a hot one....it would be amazing if that dream came true.
xoxo
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Greetings from Nippon!
I am working on building this blog back up again.
I have been in Japan for about 5 months and I finally feel settled.
I hope to stay here for another year, but we will see.
I miss writing and posting pictures, a conversation I had with some new friends made me realize that. So please, stay tuned...I will return very soon.
xoxo
I have been in Japan for about 5 months and I finally feel settled.
I hope to stay here for another year, but we will see.
I miss writing and posting pictures, a conversation I had with some new friends made me realize that. So please, stay tuned...I will return very soon.
xoxo
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
10 days and counting...
Yup, 10 days until I move to the other side of world.
I am excited.
I wish packing would go faster and better.
I had to clean out my porn and toys. Most were useless anyway. I mean, if it had any seepage of whatever of the fuck it was made out of or if I had them for longtime (mind you, I go a longtime with out using sex toys.) I kept my two eggs, the glass dildo, and the S&M items. I will have those things shipped to me in June or August. I also have my little outfits.
What, you ask, will I do with all these things...perhaps take some photos for this blog...you know I am going to be bored at night.
The other night I had a dream. I dreamt I was the assistant to a woman who specialized in female orgasms and sexuality and sexual freedom. She seemed like a cross between Violet Blue and Eve Ensler in both appearance and demeanor. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something: I am not "loving" me enough. And it is true. I am very down on my body and appearance. Not that I am doing anything to change that. The part of me that doesn't care what other people think of me is still pretty strong. It just gets tiring hearing over and over again that you are not pretty, sexy, desirable, wanted, loved, smart, or adored because of your weight or race. Yes, I said race. I am tired of being a sub-genre or fetish. The part of me that doesn't care what other people think believes that if you have to love me for who I was yesterday, who I am today, and who I will be tomorrow. I don't know...I feel a little trapped right now. As I have been telling myself the past couple of days, I think I have lost myself.
I am excited.
I wish packing would go faster and better.
I had to clean out my porn and toys. Most were useless anyway. I mean, if it had any seepage of whatever of the fuck it was made out of or if I had them for longtime (mind you, I go a longtime with out using sex toys.) I kept my two eggs, the glass dildo, and the S&M items. I will have those things shipped to me in June or August. I also have my little outfits.
What, you ask, will I do with all these things...perhaps take some photos for this blog...you know I am going to be bored at night.
The other night I had a dream. I dreamt I was the assistant to a woman who specialized in female orgasms and sexuality and sexual freedom. She seemed like a cross between Violet Blue and Eve Ensler in both appearance and demeanor. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something: I am not "loving" me enough. And it is true. I am very down on my body and appearance. Not that I am doing anything to change that. The part of me that doesn't care what other people think of me is still pretty strong. It just gets tiring hearing over and over again that you are not pretty, sexy, desirable, wanted, loved, smart, or adored because of your weight or race. Yes, I said race. I am tired of being a sub-genre or fetish. The part of me that doesn't care what other people think believes that if you have to love me for who I was yesterday, who I am today, and who I will be tomorrow. I don't know...I feel a little trapped right now. As I have been telling myself the past couple of days, I think I have lost myself.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Half-Nekkid Kanji !!
To further celebrate my upcoming move to Japan, I bring you this:
*the kanji says: Looking for a Japanese Boyfriend*
Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday!
*the kanji says: Looking for a Japanese Boyfriend*Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday!
Saturday, March 08, 2008
The Wet Rain
Well, it finally stopped raining but there is still a raging storm in my head.
I am short on funds to buy my plane ticket. I am expecting a check soon, but I want to get on a particular flight and there are only so many seats left.
So I am kinda stressed out.
Other than that things are great.
I turned in my visa application and everything is running smoothly.
I am still trying to sell my car. No takers yet. I don't think I am asking for too much.
People are generally cheap but in these financial times one needs to thrifty when dealing with big ticket items. Hopefully, somebody will see the car and make an offer...
How much would you pay for this car. It is a 2001 and only has 52,316 miles on it?
Anywho...it is raining. And when it is raining I either really sleepy or really horny. Today I am both. I actually took a nap a dreamt I was filming myself masturbating. As you can imagine, I woke up in quite a state. I wonder if I was moaning in my sleep???
Now for some webcam tit pictures...whoohoo
I am short on funds to buy my plane ticket. I am expecting a check soon, but I want to get on a particular flight and there are only so many seats left.
So I am kinda stressed out.
Other than that things are great.
I turned in my visa application and everything is running smoothly.
I am still trying to sell my car. No takers yet. I don't think I am asking for too much.
People are generally cheap but in these financial times one needs to thrifty when dealing with big ticket items. Hopefully, somebody will see the car and make an offer...
How much would you pay for this car. It is a 2001 and only has 52,316 miles on it?
Anywho...it is raining. And when it is raining I either really sleepy or really horny. Today I am both. I actually took a nap a dreamt I was filming myself masturbating. As you can imagine, I woke up in quite a state. I wonder if I was moaning in my sleep???
Now for some webcam tit pictures...whoohoo
Monday, March 03, 2008
I miss....
It is official: I miss the sex.
I do.
I miss being held.
I miss being desired.
I miss being kissed.
I miss being penetrated.
I miss being stirred into an orgasmic frenzy.
I miss hard cocks. It is true.
This is the rebirth.
I will be posting more for now on.
Yes, even though I am moving to Japan I will continue to post.
I'll change the banner to "Naked Mistress in Japan". Hahahaaaa!
You know the old question "What happens to your porn when you die?", well what do you do with your porn when you are moving to a new country. Most of my vibrators I can get rid of for sure. But not my glass dildos...hell no. Even if I rarely use them, I still will "need" them.
In preparations for my move, I will have some prepackaged boxes for my family to send me. I may make a box for my smaller sexual aides.
The VHS tapes I will toss. ...Yeah I must start getting rid of those items that are no longer good.
I do.
I miss being held.
I miss being desired.
I miss being kissed.
I miss being penetrated.
I miss being stirred into an orgasmic frenzy.
I miss hard cocks. It is true.
This is the rebirth.
I will be posting more for now on.
Yes, even though I am moving to Japan I will continue to post.
I'll change the banner to "Naked Mistress in Japan". Hahahaaaa!
You know the old question "What happens to your porn when you die?", well what do you do with your porn when you are moving to a new country. Most of my vibrators I can get rid of for sure. But not my glass dildos...hell no. Even if I rarely use them, I still will "need" them.
In preparations for my move, I will have some prepackaged boxes for my family to send me. I may make a box for my smaller sexual aides.
The VHS tapes I will toss. ...Yeah I must start getting rid of those items that are no longer good.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Oh my it has been a while...
I still get a few visitors to this blog.
I am not ready to give it up.
I do still want to do posts...so I will!!
I am moving to Japan in few months and I am very excited.
Here are some recent pics of me...
I have been creating and teaching since my last post.
I am currently trying to sell my car...yeah, life is treating me well.
I am not ready to give it up.
I do still want to do posts...so I will!!
I am moving to Japan in few months and I am very excited.
Here are some recent pics of me...
I have been creating and teaching since my last post.
I am currently trying to sell my car...yeah, life is treating me well.
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