My Birthday...

My birthday is coming up and I don't know how I feel about that.
Actually I know exactly how I feel about it.
I am depressed.
It isn't the fact that I am getting older that is bumming me out.
It is the fact that I am getting older and don't have a lot to show for it.
I find it all very frustrating.
It is hard to for me to comprehend the number of missteps I have taken in my life.
Would I trade where I am today (and all the experiences I have had, friends I have made, things I have discovered) away for a chance to start fresh???...I don't have an answer. And that frightens me. So I am very depressed about my birthday coming up...

But in the spirit of sharing here is my Froogle wish list: Karmi's Birthday Wishlist

I am planning a trip to Japan.
It is an impulse thing. A year ago I thought about going to South Korea, but that seem like right. It felt off. But Japan, that is where I want to go. I even started a blog about it. I'll post that link a little later. Want to be able to accomplish something worthwhile before I die (wouldn't it suck balls if I died tomorrow?).

Some Changes...

Once again I am reworking this blog.
To those who visit frequently, I am sure you have noticed that I do not post as much as I used to.
As I have been focusing more on my artwork I have found less time for this blog or at least less time to pursue the subject as in depth as I would like.

This does not mean an end to the Naked Mistress, I'll just be a little less naked...all the time. I will continue to post photos from time to time as well as an occasional video. I have kept my links the same because those people inspire me and they are my 'net' friends. There come a point in the future when I no longer have this blog, but I will give a proper goodbye to the small community who enjoys me.