Re-Evaluate

I've been away.
Spending time outdoors, spending time with  my family.
I don't really know who I am anymore.
I don't know where I fit in, what I am doing...

I don't feel any joy in life or living.
I have a fire that is just a flick of flame; I can't feel any heat or passion.

I need to have that pulse of life again

Rawr...Super Chunk!

Arrggghhh!!!
I'm so frustrated.
When I first got home from Japan, I was within my "regular" size.
Pleasantly plump, curves in all the right places.

Then two months of being ill and eating "American" style, I packed on the pounds.
Now, since the New Year I've lost about 15lbs. Not bad, but I got a ways to go.
I wouldn't mind so much, but I have a few dresses that I bought when I was smaller and I want to wear them. The problem area(s): my mid section and my breast. My ass is bigger too! I guess I'm kinda lucky that when I gain weight it is evenly distributed everywhere.
But still.....arrrggghhh!

Tie me up, Tie me down...

Hi Hi!

Lately, I've been hearing a lot of chatter about a book called 50 Shades of Gray. Some people say it is a Twilight fan-fiction that has bondage. A lot of people are saying it is poorly written and can't understand why it is so popular. I haven't read the book nor do I plan to.

I have read novels that feature BDSM from Anne Rice's Sleeping Beauty Series and Patti Davis' Bondage. Those are some books I would recommend.

I haven't read a good, cheap, trashy novel in ages.
I remember reading Exit to Eden. That was  good read, but terrible movie.

So, I've been thinking about fairy tales that you could turn into a really good erotic story.
My favorite fairy tale is Alice in Wonderland. Or what about Snow White. How about stories that are not fairytales...like Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.
Yeah, I'm just rambling now...just following a stream of thought.

xoxo

What does your Lover's Card say?

I got this a couple of years ago in Japan when I went to the Kanamara Festival. It is one of many penis festivals in Japan. I never made it to the Breast or Coochie festivals (there are a few of those). There are many festivals devoted to the penis, but very few devoted to tits and pussies. All these festivals are for fertility and such. So, take note about what positions are good for what days. Monday looks like fun!

In other news, I'm in search of more glass dildos. Right now, I only have one ( I did have three but two have gone missing). I really enjoy the look and feel of glass dildos plus they are really pretty.

xoxo

Wanting...

I think for most hetero-men...

It is different when she wants it.
It is different when she aggressively pursues him.
It is different when she seduces.

Not all men can handle that.
Or maybe it only the "boys" that cannot handle it.
That female sexual appetite that knows what she wants.
That female sexual appetite that wants to devour, consume a man.
She who won't conform to some patriarchal or misogynistic notion of what
female sexuality should be.

...They don't really like that or don't know how to respond to it