How does one achieve balance?
The balance of self, family, career.
I am thunderstruck, overwhelmed by the immense pressures of life.
I cannot find that balance. Something always gets lost in the shuffle.
I am a woman in need of emotional intimacy.
Nothing superficial, the real deal. A place of safety and warmth and trust.
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I found my book "The Complete Kama Sutra" today.
It is really a fascinating read.
No pictures at all. This book is completely unabridged and covers everything on love, sex, courtship, fidelity,...you name it.
I also have a book on Tantra by Osho. Also a worthy read.
Reading is joy when you find the right book.
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I still need to play Final Fantasy XII and complete Final Fantasy X...and finish two paintings and make more jewelry.
I tell ya, this art biz is very hard. very humbling. but I must move forward.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Why I hate bars and clubs...
Went out last night and remembered why I don't go out...
I get tired of dealing with divorced, bitter, middle-aged (40 -60) men who feel they have been wronged by women and think that because I am aesthetically challenged that I should feel honored they are talking to me.
When in reality I wish they would just move the fuck on because they are spoiling my evening.
Oh yeah, and these twats are drunk too, so they are always talking a bunch of bullshit that I don't give a fuck about.
Oh, oh, oh and don't let me refuse to give them my name because then they get all defensive and talk about how they ain't in to dating and they ain't dating anymore.
Again, WHY. DO. I. GIVE. A. FUCK???????
Fool, I'm not giving you my name because that's on a need to know basis, and your ass don't need to know!
Too much motherfucking drama when I all I want to do is enjoy the company I came with and the music.
I simply had to share my rage...RAGE...SHOW ME YOUR RAGE!!
^-----did anyone else see the Metal Gear Solid 4 trailer???
I liked it!!! I must play that game (when it comes out)
I get tired of dealing with divorced, bitter, middle-aged (40 -60) men who feel they have been wronged by women and think that because I am aesthetically challenged that I should feel honored they are talking to me.
When in reality I wish they would just move the fuck on because they are spoiling my evening.
Oh yeah, and these twats are drunk too, so they are always talking a bunch of bullshit that I don't give a fuck about.
Oh, oh, oh and don't let me refuse to give them my name because then they get all defensive and talk about how they ain't in to dating and they ain't dating anymore.
Again, WHY. DO. I. GIVE. A. FUCK???????
Fool, I'm not giving you my name because that's on a need to know basis, and your ass don't need to know!
Too much motherfucking drama when I all I want to do is enjoy the company I came with and the music.
I simply had to share my rage...RAGE...SHOW ME YOUR RAGE!!
^-----did anyone else see the Metal Gear Solid 4 trailer???
I liked it!!! I must play that game (when it comes out)
Thursday, August 23, 2007
My Erotic Personality
How awesome is this:
I took Sage Vivant's Erotic Personality Quiz and discovered I'm a Show-Off!
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